Notoriety comes at different levels, from the kid with the fanzine to the guy on TV. But how does growing up as a hardcore kid prepare you—or leave you unprepared—for being perceived?
This was so good; your vulnerability/sincerity is what keeps me reading. I have always struggled with "being perceived," and often joke that if I could, I'd walk around with a paper bag on my head so no one could see me. Fear of judgement is a huge factor... All this to say that I really appreciate all the hard work you put into anti-matter (especially the parts that go unseen) and can't wait to read your interview with Pete Wentz on Thursday. Thank you for reminding me that empathy is the heart hardcore.
A great piece and a great take. I have been so busy these past couple of years that 2 posts a week became too much for me to read, but I am saddened to hear that Anti-Matter will soon be going on an indefinite hiatus. When I am at my most cynical, I, too, have been guilty of gatekeeping and putting negative energy into the world. This piece helped me snap back to reality and reminded me of what brought me to hardcore in the first place.
Your perspective and poignant writing is so meaningful. A few years ago, I hunted down a second hand copy of the Anti-Matter Anthology. Thanks for everything.
If I remember correctly, you once said that Pete Wentz would be your dream interview. I'm really glad you made it happen, can't wait to read it Thursday.
Not "dream interview" but was definitely on the wishlist for people I hoped would make it into the Anti-Matter canon. Very happy with how it worked out! :)
Love this: "My version of hardcore has always been in its capacity to be a zero-fucks instigator for adventure, not an impediment to experience."
This was so good; your vulnerability/sincerity is what keeps me reading. I have always struggled with "being perceived," and often joke that if I could, I'd walk around with a paper bag on my head so no one could see me. Fear of judgement is a huge factor... All this to say that I really appreciate all the hard work you put into anti-matter (especially the parts that go unseen) and can't wait to read your interview with Pete Wentz on Thursday. Thank you for reminding me that empathy is the heart hardcore.
Where others might ride the last few weeks out, you just keep raising the bar. This was excellent.
Excellent piece. So well written and thoughtful
Oh my god!! Pete Wentz interview?? Going out with a bang, Norman! Very excited for Thursday.
A great piece and a great take. I have been so busy these past couple of years that 2 posts a week became too much for me to read, but I am saddened to hear that Anti-Matter will soon be going on an indefinite hiatus. When I am at my most cynical, I, too, have been guilty of gatekeeping and putting negative energy into the world. This piece helped me snap back to reality and reminded me of what brought me to hardcore in the first place.
Your perspective and poignant writing is so meaningful. A few years ago, I hunted down a second hand copy of the Anti-Matter Anthology. Thanks for everything.
"The substance of our lives today is the result of dozens, if not hundreds of small decisions—and there are at least as many possible outcomes."
Here here!
If I remember correctly, you once said that Pete Wentz would be your dream interview. I'm really glad you made it happen, can't wait to read it Thursday.
Not "dream interview" but was definitely on the wishlist for people I hoped would make it into the Anti-Matter canon. Very happy with how it worked out! :)